"A Petal In The Wind."

I'm completely speechless...

...Hello everyone! How are you? That's the first and foremost right now.

I'm not sure, I guess somethin' distracted me, and I had misplaced focus ~ Life's a truly everchanging sport, its' rules prepared for debating. They're definitely bendy, and manipulation ready for whatever comes quick. I'm one whose willingness for learning somethin' is quite large. However, while it's stemming from heartbreak, that's a completely different, and complicating story...

...Non-Platonicness manhandles a friendship. The shit's crazy. A lotta' you could probably see I had feelings for somebody ~ A lotta' you could possibly see I had feelings for Annabella, specifically.

In January, I met her. 'Twas definitely about fckin' time I did! The experience was incredible. She was funny, gorgeous, and intelligent like she was for FaceTime calls. After the deceivingly flawless aforementioned, everything had suddenly spiraled downward...

...She abruptly found somebody new, retracted her feelings, all the while developing a careless approach for everything pertaining to me...

...Confused, angry, while too being completely devastated, I had laid everything out. I was yearning for a response. Although I was frightened, and I had completely acknowledged her reception had the capability of rescuing or tarnishing the whole friendship.

She apologized, but I could not accept, nor forget anything and everything ~ The funny thing being, I forgive her. However, everything feels horribly wrong there. New, scary, and unfamiliar. Betrayal far too clear to see anything else.
That's all she wrote...
...I remember being a completely grounded and stable individual. A Petal In The Wind continues livin' on, breezing wherever a place new, scary, and unfamiliar finds him ~ And you'll learn for movin' on, eventually. I wish her all those lessons of fate, too.



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...Here's for a fresh start, and too a new Chapter, Townies...